jojo ♥

Saturday, January 2

ONE.
I don't even remember my resolutions for this year. I will write my resolutions for 2010 somewhere safe.

TWO.
I can't wait to graduate! No tests, no assignments!

At the same time, it is so scary. Where oh where do I go?

Oh sure, I have somewhat made a decision from all the possible plans. But it doesn't make the whole idea any less scary! Or frightening. It is potentially life-changing. D:

These days, I find myself constantly berating myself on my decision to go to Temasek Polytechnic. The good is that it is what I have expected: I have gained the experiences and learnt the kind of things (somewhat! I definitely didn’t bargain for learning television and radio skills) I wanted to learn. And I am graduating timely.

But if I did go to a junior college, I could be a Year 1 student in either of the local universities RIGHT NOW!

Of course, I conveniently neglected to think about the many possible outcomes: a less than ideal university degree (can you see me in electronics or something?), being retained, being forced to drop out and go for a diploma anyway. (I’m sorry if I hurt anyone’s feelings, it’s just thinking on my part.)

SO. I can’t decide if my decision is good or bad. I probably will never find out. I don’t know why I bother then, but I do.

Back to my life-changing plans: it is a given that I will not be a student in any of the local universities, even in Engineering. Where do I go then?

THREE.
I have so so so so SOOOOO much assignments and deadlines! Like, 2 every week on top of quizzes and classes! So I will probably not be free for almost anything. D:

What a great way to start a new year.

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