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it's god-damn late and i barely had sleep since what..? 10.30am of the 28th?! that's so bloody long!

*yawns* obviously i cant be online right now at this hour but im writing it down.. just keeping memories so dont sneer.

HK's fun!

our taxi went to pick up calvin. he looked so sleepy. the guys were there to send me off.. in fact, the ran to terminal 1 cause they were afraid the will miss me. hahas. silly, but oh-so-sweet. thanks guys. (=

so i made it a point to sms each and everyone of them: huijing, liang, shing, eehong, jun, khaiyew and jem. aint i nice?

esp jem since he danced with us though he didnt wanted to and send me off despite what happened! im surprised. pleasantly.

and jun. he's looking for a job for me. is that nice or what?

so...hongkong. crowded, busy, noisy place that im loving. hahas. the plane was a total sucker though. the seats are so cramped, the aisles so narrow and there arent meals unless you pay extra.. like a ridicuously high price. tsk.

the taxidriver in HK is also a downright piss-off. he actually charged us close to S$100 for a bloody taxi ride! it was only supposed to be S$40++; which is still pretty ridiculous if you ask me.

but afterwards, all went great. we went out for lunch! finally. my last meal was hours ago! it's..9hours! gosh. record-breaker eh?

the food as wonderful if expensive. i still cant get used to counting in tens and hundreds.

but at least, i did buy stuff! hahas. a pretty 3d guitar pin from hardrock(=

roy and i went photo crazy. we snapped them all day! it's amazing how we bridged almost 4years of little to no contact, plus 2years of age difference. yes, he's the guy in black.

i love this! hahas. though he keeps calling on the hotel phone to sing a lousy 'twinkle twinkle little star'.

speaking of which we pass a hotel completely garbed in gold stars! pretty pretty! just like my dream house. hee. (=

calvin and i did not bad too. usually we barely talk. today.. well, hahas. he's great. caring. he acts like im younger than him! argh. he'll always be the last to walk to make sure no one gets left behind..he'll carry everything..he'll be the perfect gentleman! hell, im supposed to be the one looking after him!


[roy.calvin.jo.yvonne]
*psst* he's a distant cousin..as in, we have different surnames. which means we can get together!ha. ahma will get the shock of her life. i still remember her expression when someone paired me up with roy or gary. funny! guess she rather not. but anyway, im so not getting together with him. hahas.

i should sleep now. gotta wake up at 8. disneyland! (= a long walk plus three trains. *shudders* ciao!

p.s. i miss them already. in fact, im wondering what it'd be like to be here with them. hahas.

15:32

i totally agree..prom was awesome! (= just dont count the food yeah?

today was just a whole mad rush to me. playing horrendously at piano..coming home to bathe..seeing all of them at my place..then changing..a complete blur!

but it was fun. mom and huijing seem to get along great! i think.. both of us look good if a little nervous. okay, very. hahas. but hey, we look better than usual. i think this must be the first time i actually touch makeup since what.. syf? that's more than a year!!

anyway, we were all really nervous but im proud of lianghao and eehong. (= they look wonderful. shing would have to, if he did put on a suit.

speaking of which, we shouldnt have sabotage him as prom king. he was so embarrassed! junming got called up too. and yes, he did look good. in fact, all the guys did, those at our table. (= in the end, shiva found. i guess it's cause he really wowed the audience, on top of looking good.

ah, we shall not even mention the food.

when dancing started, everyone started leaving. it's like i-dont-wannt-leave-but-sitting-here-is-just too-embarrassing kinda situation. so almost everyone left to snap shots. fun fun FUN!!(= huijing went around taking pics with almost everyone we knew. plus the prom king. im gonna develop every single shot there. hahas.

but finally, huijing insisted on dancing and i would only go if the guys did..so we all ended up on the dance floor. it wasnt what i expected but then, im not a good dancer. it was fun though. dancing with huijing and the guys. we boogle and shake and whatever not. okay, i know i cant really describe the whole thing but it was really cool. though everyone was sweaty [nope, no one smell] and practically squashed together.

the good part, zul daddy came!! that's so nice though i dont know why he really came. he said he's accompanying joshua, joshua said he's with zul.. whichever, im just glad he came! at circumstances would have had it, he became the first person ever to slow-dance with me. but sadly, it wasnt completed cause he had to rush.

but junming was really nice. he came and asked me to dance. i was surprised but glad. at least i dont have to stand there like a fool. so thanks. (= i didnt expect it and i suspect someone make him do that. but hey, it's a wonder he agreed! hahas. i guess im impressed.

doesnt that make the first person to slow-dance with me zul cum jun? that's weird.

oh oh! and when jb danced with me, i totally and completely freaked! he's such a good dancer and im a first-timer! i didnt even dare look at him. blame it on a lack of confidence if you like, i doubt i can carry off dancing the way he does.

anyway, i feel like huijing..i still wanna dance! hahas.

for somone who doubt she'll ever dance, this is a huge improvement already!

and im impressed that lianghao can dance while smsing his darling..or that khaiyew actually danced solo on stage! hahas.

okay, i gotta go now.. im calling huijing.. then it's off to the airport!! yipee! (=

be back from hongkong soon..with presents and more entries! and hopefully, find a job when i get back. *crosses fingers*

ciao!

19:23

it' oh-so-late and im dead knackered. but i cant sleep cause my hair's wet! *sighs*

i kinda love today, in a really weird way. i met up with lianghao and eehong; for the first time [pun totally intended!!] since tuesday. apparently, they both contracted shing's contagious disease..they were LATE! argh.

i wonder why they seem surprised i wore camou. why not? i like it. (=

so...shopping! in a way. is looking at kids' toys shopping? sure, they're adorable but i really rather sleep than spend my morning looking at Hotwheels and Barbies. hmpf. lianghao!!!

okay, i gotta admit. we did look at prom stuff. pretty pretty! hahas. but of course, half the time he was stuck fast in some toilet shitting. i think im going for daniel yam. zara and outfitters just seem too causal. heck with it [dy] being common!

it was fun sending the two guys to work..individually! the look real funny, being fussed about by the senior staff like that. somehow, both of they turned into very quiet people. hahas. lianghao was especially distressed that he has to wear a v-neck! what's wrong with v-necks? bizarre.

i guess today's haul is that i managed to narrow my list of potentials down to three. okay, maybe four. i also got a new shirt, thanks to eehong! but the bad news is, i found a whole new of things to buy. thou poor purse!! nevertheless..im still going shopping!! hahas.

darn, alan's right. eee. oh oh!! i wonder who his beau is... hmm. lucky her is gonna get a pretty rose! aww..how sweet.

talking about alan..i really gotta mke it a point to catch up with old friends. all i want is my job now though. and when i do, lianghao and eehong are so sending me!!(= ciao!!

p.s. i realized this doesnt really 'link'. im just gabbering.

15:58

i am so disappointed.

isnt it typical?good days almost always turn bad. remember the 21st? the morn was great...then it started slipping..until it ended with a weep-athon.

today. happy happy happy. shing and huijing came over for movies marathon; watching horrors, chick flicks, thrillers, musicals and whatever not. i've yet to see high school musical!! anyway, it was cool.

but of course, shing just had to do what he gotta do. i dont get it. doesnt he feel guilty? apparently not. he was laughing and grinning, telling me i'll probably laugh after everything.

im so not laughing.

shing, i dont know if you have access here but hey.. this doesnt amuse me t all. i know you most likely just wanted to have fun and maybe even to help me piss those snotty high-and-mighty neighbours but..two wrongs doesnt make one right. god, i feel old just typing that. how different are you then from him? i know you hate being compared but i seriosuly dont see the difference.

please, even to honour your twiced-vowed, once-broken promise..dont do that again. i realised im in no position to chide you since my name is obviously not mrs leung but i just hope.

11:49

the day was going fine, if not near perfect. we all met for breakfast and arrive in sch, as shing puts it, fashionably late.

it was kinda cool. the event, i mean. note: mostly due to the bands. weiming's was good - his drumming was great sounding and zul daddy's were awesome; though i thought they could be less rigid.

anyway, i decided to indulge in shopping a little with huijing. it's been ages since we hung out - just the two of us. it was fun looking through stuff and making not-so-nice comments on odd looking items that could even be called clothes.

the main point that's getting me all riled up is when khaiyew called and asked if i could help them with their fishing lines. i totally understand though they are the ones who are supposedly guys. after all, good old dad did impart some technical know-how to me so at least im not entirely clueless.. unlike those utterly ambitious guys who cant tie hooks but wanna fish. can you say ohmygawd?

as usual, they were oh-so-late - which i must clarify: their being late is the furthest thing from fashionable. it's freaking rude, considering im helping them. plus, a simple 'thankyou' seemed out of their limited vocab range. on the contrary, jun muttered abt having to wait longer while i figure out how to tie the right knot. i did explained that i forgot! plus, i did gave them before a ready-tied sample they could use. but being them, it just wasnt surprising that they lost it.

while waiting they were still cracking jokes that were so cold, it made eehong's worse attempts seem hilarious. it was all nothing but really poor imitations, using of surnames and practically cheep-chirping away. it was hard even to pretend looking amused. no wonder people dont take 16years guys seriously. and they still call liang kiddy. this is totally a case of the pot calling the kettle black.

all the while i was trying to tie the knot -pricking my fingers with the dirty hook in the process and cuttng into my much needed time for practising- they were yakking away and making oh-so-funy jokes at huijing's expense.

i really am pissed at them! argh. why cant they be more..i dont know.. gentlemanly? stupid stupid stupid!

20:14

hihi!

im proud of myself. hahas.
i cleared almost all my old papers - they are gonna be recycled.

oh, im gonna start 'spring-cleaning' my place too. you know, throw out old stuff.. actually clean the place.. and im totally saving up for new furniture! yays. a nice new bed, a wardrobe, dresser, a chest and shelf. all in dark brown. (= and a rug. cushions.

ah, im sick again. ah, how normal. sneezing away..

anyway, i talked to zul daddy yesterday.(= okay, i know i was a little mean. my replies were way too slow. SORRY. im totally getting a new phone as soon as im rich. ha.

ugh, i so wanna be a couch potato and just watch videos all day! it's so nice. or go to the library on a really freezing day and camp there the entire afternoon. bliss!((=

ohh!! i need to buy something for yvonne.. i want to buy her one of those make-it-yourself teddies. they are so adorable. the one time i 'made' one was when i bullied liang into parting with his savings. hahas. FUN. i get to pick the bear's skin and outfit. think biker, leather and black. suave eh? ha.

the lady there seemed so weird. she make lianghao hold a heart shape 'card' and close his eyes to make a wish. he looked so uneasy! the bear even had to go for spa treatment! yeah, weird right? and we created a birth cert for it, courtesy of the shop.

okay, boring.. now what? blah blah blah. im gonna have to blog only once a week to be able to yak non-stop. this comes from staying home almost 24/7.

great. whatever. shoo.

10:04

okay, hey. now im cheery, happy and waiting for lunch time.

so i was pretty down and out for some time. fine, on and off for a long time. ha. it's okay. im making myself be happy now. *smiles* sounds weird? yeah, whatever. i guess it works like, if i think positively, i'll be happier. right? why make my own life miserable? might as well enjoy.

i think im becoming a little like shing. im telling myself this now since im aware that i have been anything but hardworking this month, or even, year.. so. i can always go into marketing or childhood education if i cant go where i want. not biggie since i dont even know what i want after that. but then, of course i still would love to go there.

do you feel the positive vibes? hahas. arent you proud? ... well, you should be.

yesterday, jun smsed me and we talked. on and off, for three hours. honestly, im impressed. what was all that he mentioned on his blog? i had to refrain from mentioning it since i dont think im supposed to know!! anyway, all we talked about was jobs. blah bla. but im still pissed at him..he called lianghao gay. argh. i think that's just mean. see, liang, im nice. (=

anyway, shing smsed me too. we're all going for movies! woohoo~ finally. but i cant pierce my ear until poly. what a spoiler.

huijing is MIA these days. either busy celebrating or out with.. ah, you know. well, at least she wished me luck. where art thou?

okay, this is like a report.
stop..

i went shopping in orchard! hahas. i know im not supposed to but hey, a girl's entitled to a little downtime..even if she's been slacking. anyway, it was only a few hours looking at stuff and trying on dresses for fun. pretty pretty! ((=

anyway, im going for exams like soon. *shudders* then it's off to a night of videos!yahoo! haha. okay, bye now. ciao! (=

03:47

me again so soon. surprise? (=

haha. actually, i only come here to crap today. nothing happen thus far. nothing much.

i dont have addmath today! muahaha. what a relief. though i know it's stupid to drop it like now but hey, i rather see an a/b than a F9. besides, just dropping it makes me feel much better. i guess many people are like so shocked or whatever. when they find out, their jaws dropped open so wide i could have stuff my fist inside. okay, eww, but you get my point. their reactions are just damn big.

anyway, i dont know where lianghao have been seriously. he doesnt even know im dropping. either he's mentally s-l-o-w or just very forgetful. whichever.

still, im not slacking today. im clearing my music work. okay, it may seem easy-peasy to most people out there but not for me. so, im slaving away.. save for now. hahas. having laska!! yum. (=

just a little while more to exams..good luck people..im scared for you guys. except leonard.

im so waiting for the 20th afternoon..movie marathon!! hahas. i hope. then graduation party on the 21st. betcha there's plenty of boring, lengthy speeches that no one will listen to anyway. maybe i'll listen though.. it's the last time anyway. hahas.

oh yeah, i intend to buy chers something. erlis, thong, si, nawal... maybe sundar too? i want to get uncle lim something too. i miss him. ask the rest..

then i'll recycle my books and notes! never ever seeing them again. yays. yes, i know im becoming ms-save-the-earth suddenly but i feel so bad that humans are the ones who destroy earth. really. i think it's selfish. and no, i did not read too much geog.(=

im not even saying we should go primitive. just lessen the impact of destruction. not a lot to ask for right? gosh, i can totally be WWF's spokesperson or something. hahas.

ah, well.

oh, and i think im going for the expo job after all. i mean, firstly, aunt wouldnt cheat me right? plus, if she cheats me, dad will be mad at her. and if she really do, hey, i've got a reason not to like them anymore. as stupid as it sounds, at least i dont have to pretend i like them. so either way, it's good right? financially, or mentally. hmm, the benefits of a job.

now, all three of them got a job. im like still hanging. waiting. hoping. just god-damn give me a ring!!

heck, i've decided. if they dont call me before the 28th, im gonna call guocai. really. not as fun, maybe not as much benefits but i really prefer a stable thing. even if they tell me not to go look for another job. i mean, im not going to just wait til you need manpower. no way.

weird huh? the amount i write though nothing happen so far. in fact, all i had intended to crap about was that i really wanted to go to the library, get some piping hot coffee, a jacket, a pile of books. and curl up on one of those comfy chairs. nothing's better. (=

05:44

it's choc milk!!

okay, obviously im having choc milk. deep chocolate-y rich creamy milk.

and being disturbed by someone. irritating!! it's just stupid crap that he cant seem to stop harping on.. Os! blah and blah and blah.

today was..alright. lit paper.. i think it's simply too short for words. i dont think i have enough quotes and i truly hope the marker can read my scribbled writing. as in, really scribbled to the extent that it's all ups and downs, loopy and just way untidy. you get the idea. oh well.

saw them today.((= dont ask me why im so happy. hahas. they're just well, wonderful i guess? we even comtemplated living together! as soon as we're allowed to that is. alright, just me then. they almost all can, save for lianghao who can anyway as long as he announce he's gay. great.

argh. i feel so restless inside. beats me how that happens but yeah. i just wanna scream, wanna laugh like crazy, simply wanna... ah, i dont know.. feel better inside? how the hell do you do that?

whatever.

you know, anytime you feel uncomfortable, feel that this is way silly or simply mental.. just reach for your mouse and click the little red X up there. yes, and good riddance.

oh oh OH!! i just rmbed! i cant find my little silver X pendant.. it's lost. freak. i want it back...

great, now i feel like r-e-a-l-l-y down there. in hell or wherever's lower. wonderful. yays.

nothing real good fun cant cure but look, it's like in the 'middle' of exams. if only something really nice happens. as in, really really VERY nice.

definitely not stupid conversations.

i just flipped through blogs and somehow landed on hector's. it's been so long since we really talked. which is a shame, since he used to be such a good friend. i feel like i dont even know him anymore..

isnt it weird what liars we all are huh? all of us. 'we'll stay friends. we'll talk.' right. what utter CRAP. dont promise it if you dont intend to stay friends. cause it's just dumb. [and no, this doesnt refer to hector.]

whatever. who really cares.


cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
make me believe that there's nothing in this world i cant be
i never know what you see
but there's something in the way you look at me

[nothing like that happen. it's just nice lyrics.]

08:21

everything and nothing

this is stupid. either im extremely weepy these days or the shows are really nice. i cried when i watch sinbad (?!), when i watched uptown girls and even cheaper by the dozen! silly huh?

it's just that in every show, it almost definitely ends with the main character finding true friendship or true love. hell, some even got both! in fact, i cant think of one right now with just one of those kind of ending. what ever happen to shows with a traged-ic ending? ugh.

dont mistake me. im not like, a 'depressionist' or anything. it's just that they are right, i guess.. i need to get out more.

okay, whatever.

im mugging, if you can call it so, for lit. [look, even the twelfth night characters 'live happily ever after'!! ugh..] and im having a fantastic F-L-U. argh. drippity-drip. yucks. i hate it!!

nvm. just bring a pack of tissue everywhere i go. huh. nice.

great, tml there's lit. yays. then sleep. i seriously need it. that and some nice dark choc. okay, make that a lot. im blah-ing. yeah. just three papers to freedom. then a long dreadful scary wait. yikes. im worried.

whatever. it's okay.. no use crying over spilled milk so yeah.

10:24

daydreaming yet again..(=

hey hey, not bad huh.. im ONLINE!! achievement okay. hahas.

so jingwen became person no3 to know of my blog.. so yays. that was yesterday, officially. and i initiated the talk, no less. at any rate, she told me that she realized she dont treat me like the others. as in, i fared worse. so now, anytime she is biased again, she owes me one buck.

cool huh. i dont know if that'll happen or if i'll actually take the cash but hey, who knows? hahas. i just might. anyway, at least we have established that we're gonna be nicer..so hey, a higher chance that we'll stay friends well into poly!!(= right? well, if we're gonna be friends we will. if not, then...

anyway, i missed them alrdy!! okay, really silly. it's only a weekend. but it just feels different. weird maybe?

i was just clearing my inbox of really old smses yesterday..then i saw some of shing's smses that i dont intend to delete anytime soon.. they were from ard the start of Os period, like during the sci prac or something.. i guess i feel closer to him then. now.., alright la. maybe cause he needs to show HER that he's, well, there... hmpf!!

yays, huijing's here! i love her these days as les as it sounds. muahaha. she's totally w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l.. now. haha.

ah, bliss. we're scolding each other and taking turns yelling. what a great pal. haha. *ah-h-h!!* look, she just screamed. my house's falling apart soon. *screams even louder. house trembles. bits of ceiling fall.*

even lianghao's nicer these days. really. perhaps cause of ky and gang or whatever but yep. hahas.

you know, he's so loyal and nice to charmaine.. im jealous!! hahas. no. but seriously.. if charmaine were to reject him, i'll definitely go after her. *i'll kill her* [that's huijing.] cause it's been 3years going 4. so sweet huh..

hmm.

and lianghao, i didnt mean it when i accused you of hanging out with us only when they are pissed with ya. it was mock-accusing but yeah. at least you clarified... dont you think we're much better though we go home earlier? hahas. promises to hang out with you til really late [i think you know my definition of late cause of curfew but yeah(=], huijing too..shing? haha, maybe.

oh yes shing, wanna eat one last sakae before our students' passes expire?

mskay..(=

14:40

still exams..

officially 9th nov already.. material girls, step up and flushed away are out!! and i cant watch them. *wails* the radio was like repeating and repeating that.. so tempting.. i wanna go on a movie marathon!!

eng was horrendous today.. my paper1 was so hurriedly done. no elaboration. same structure. bad tone. im a GONER!! paper2 was slightly better. it's damn ironic.. i was just telling them the other day abt sea-related pollution. hahas. the odds!!! anyway, the point is i doubt i can enter media comm anymore. i mean, i need an A in eng for that and i daresay i wont have it. unless the whole nation fails or something. you know.

phy..shocker. before i even left the hall, i was told i've got 9marks worth of qns wrong! i must be the worst science student or something. ugh. but then everyone found it hard. harder than chem at any rate. so.. *prays*

and tml's -or, today. just in 12hours time.- geog. not excatly done with environment yet. hahas. i'll do it later..yep. if i wake up. i need coffee...lots! ugh. exams' b-o-r-i-n-g. and seriously SCARY. im like freaking out before every paper and jumping around after. oops, did i mention that before? hahas. whatever. let's not go on abt it.

de-stress..

shingchun's funny. he doesnt bring a bag and leave things in huijing's/my bag(s). then, he forgets to bring them back. dumbass. so now i got his phone. '1 message received.' but im gonna be polite. so nope, im not gonna read it. (= but he!! he's still gonna wear polo + shorts + slippers to prom. *laughs*

oh yes.. i dont have the giodano job yet!! that's like, so unfair? lianghao and eehong long had it though i applied first. damn. i want that job!! it's so cool.. just serving ppl..yakking..folding clothes..earning cash. easy-peasy. not really hard work. plus lots of benefits!!(=

and there's the expo job. mom's convinced it's fishy. with reason. i mean, why wont they tell me the pay and hours? weird. but still.. aunt offered it to me. she wouldnt cheat me right? seems strange to second-guess relatives. im supposed to be able to trust them.. adults. tsktsk. well, i can always depend on guocai for the admin job. so at least i have something.

but the giodano job seems better...at least i'll be seeing lot of ppl -customers.

haha. im fussy. but really...!

alright, whatever. it's really late now.. *yawn* coffee's wearing off.. im going to la-la-land! update when and only when i do get online.. byebye!

18:11

first day

ahh!! exams stress. study study..

today, i daydream. a whole lot. as USUAL. so i simply had to get out of the house. i was supremely hungry anyway. thank god huijing came to meet me. for PIZZA! yipee~ not so for my wallet though.. must save. ugh. then i went to sch, without a single eng work to hand in! it was really dumb. i just collect my marked stuff and went home. b-o-r-i-n-g.

then i had music today. i feel so damn incompetent. you can actually heard all the nice tunes that people play at that place. then what i could play was.. *crings* utter trash.

oh yes, must save for music too. money, money, money..

oh yeah, oh yeah!! i saw junming today. instead of the usual i-dont-see-you-and-you-dont-see-me games we played, i practically say it to his back: "hi junming". so we did technically talk. what, 4 lines? yipee.

STRESS! geog, ss, hist, lit, math, sci, ENG! ahhhh~

i so want to watch step up, material girl and all the dvds!! plus my dramas.. *sighs* i wanna go shopping!! and read all day!! nora roberts, i miss you so much. you know, i actually have a shopping list stuck fast to my head. haha. yeah, i know. i got it real bad. slippers, pumps, bags, clothes..

guess what i resorted to for stress relieving? *face burns* neopets! hahas. the games are quite adorable. and of course, good food, choc and music! (= ah, bliss.

maths...

huijing's bf's friend ask me to his band concert. *fidgets* that's way weird. i dont even know him!! and now she's saying im anti-social. am so not!! hmpffs. and his name is roy. hahas!!

singapore's development is...

im gonna go look for better jobs! shing's $15/h and eehong's $8/h makes my 6 look pathetic. we shall see. but i seriously need more. piano +own allowance +transport +books =not enough. let's see.. 300+300+50+100+300=1050! ugh.

study..

*yawns* whatever, study now. that later. yeps..

19:13