i know this is like so outdated... ,

but im watching hanazarino kimitachihe and it's really good!
i mean, the actors are c u t e !
ha.
wangdongcheng is so adorable.
people, i found 'the one'!
(=

okay,
enough retardness.

i did 30 push-ups just now.
that's not bad coming from a couch potato like me!
well, that's after the hours spent on the couch..
and to clarify, i didnt spent it brain-dead with a dazed expression!
i was smart-ening up - reading.
(=

i think it'll be really great if i can get a whole library of books.
serious.
like a whole room, carpeted and decorated with heavy upholstery?
very victorian! - i totally love that era.
there'll be this nice big couch - so entitled! - and lots of dark wood shelves.
with tons and piles of books!
but strictly not chinese please.
just english, with thrillers romance and comics...
good enough for me.

i just finished a book today.
it's not bad.
though the author admitted to almost losing the plot.
if im her, i'd never say that!
but still..
it's okay.

im starting a katie macallister book now.
manda swears by her.
what if 'she' turns out to be pen name for a guy?
ha!
after all, its usually the guy who writes about magic, dragons and guilds.
but she's a good author.

god, this is sounding like a book club..

"and today, we shall be discussing pride and prejudice, the wonders of the old and out-dated.."

i havent read that actually.
literature freak that i am .
in fact, the only classic i can honestly say i have read is probably black beauty.
which is awesome.
but sad.

oh, i must mention my guilt today:
i havent practice.
but still frightened.
juxtaposition.

yadda yadda.
im hungry again.

00:47

hi!!(=

i cant believe im tired again.
can you believe it?
can you believe it?
im sleepy again!!

ha.
i sound like a retard.

when i type now,
i keep imagining ben's 'um..okay' respones to whatever i typed.
ugh.

like, whatever dude.

im going to pasar malam later!
hee.
and gonna gorge on all those goodies.

OH!
im having my piano test soon.
and i really really frightened.
i dont usually use the word frightened..
which mean im seriously scared.
im convinced..
this is worse than Os!
and i just failed my prelims.
[i dont even know why there's a prelim for piano but yeah.]
so i was told the prelims was marked in this extreme strict way
but it's still a fail.
scary!

im so not going out these days.
well, except today.
pasar malam!!
must go!
(=

wont talk now..
im gonna fulfill my mission.
attempt to beat the bunny score!
ciao people~!

18:20

ha!
im free to blog!
that is a small miracle in itself.

but im so sleepy that i cant focus. yesterday when i was online at freaking 3am doing mkg, i kept zoning out! maryanne keep nudging me on MSN but i didnt notice. its like, im still awake and all but my eyes kinda..cross? and my mind was miles away.

anyways!
ben read my blog the other day and implied that my blog was useless rambling. well, for your info, most blogs are useless ramblings! if i were to craft a nice essay onto my blog, i'll probably update about twice a month?

won-der-ful!
not everyone thinks as deeply as you do, ben.

and he thinks nicholas and i have something on.
ha!
i think he's bonkers.
f r i e n d s.
(=

im so pasar malam crazy~!
it's like the best singapore tradition, right up the hall of fame with hainanese chicken rice, chilli crab and good old kiasu-ness.
there were nice nice food!
i love the fake shark's fin soup.
haha.
people, dont eat the real thing.
it's expensive and kills sharks.
do you know how they are killed?
the evil fishermen - or shark-bounty hunters- catches the sharks, cut off the fin, and throws the poor squirming body back into the sea, where it'll be inevitably eaten by the other sharks.
gross?
mean?
wait til you watch the video.
d i g u s t i n g.
so, dont eat shark's fin soup.
yeah.

i digressed.
anyway, maryanne introduced me to choc tutukueh!
look so nice - must try!
and...
honeycomb!
and fried icecream.

okay, i was gonna blog more but..
yoga class!
last session.
and i still cant touch my toes.
embarrassing.
bye!

21:58

17:24

me, sheena, sherrie, stella and vivian

i didnt even knew it existed.
hk street i mean.

and turns out, im not half bad at pool!
i can play....a little.
(=
we played for hours!
then went to archipelago -is that right?- for drinks.
singapore sling.
ginfest -?-
long island.
straight beer.
i like the atmosphere!
very olden..and cosy.
with free flow of peanuts,
of which i ended trying to throw at calvin.
into his mouth and his shirt.
i miss!!
ugh.
haha.
then, lame as it sounds, we played truth or dare across fullerton hotel.
serious truth or dare.
not stupid questions,
but those enough to make you squrim.
well, a little.

so i only hit the sack at, guess?
7am.
til a generous 12pm.
?!@#
that's three nights of barely sleeping in a week!

and guess what?
yours truly is fully booked on-:
mon - cass's bday movie and dinner with the gang
tues - work (i seriously need cash! i probably blew a hundred this past week!)
wed - yoga
thurs - dinner with mom.
busy.

ah, i see lianghao left me a comment.
bad bad feeling about it....
i'll go see.
ciao~

10:56

feels so long since i last blogged..
and guess what??
i finished my journals!!
yays!
only that it's near bloody 2am.
i want my sleep!
but miss good girl here stayed up to do her work.
aint you proud?
(=
tml.. -or today, whichever- do brochures.
-yawn-

there's something wrong with my memory card.
really!
no one's convinced.
and still scold me for losing flying fingers.
jeez.
talking about games..
this is a must try..
www.maggiemarket.com
fun fun!!
i liked hongkong cafe and facial house.
go try!
yes, shing too.
(=

i'll put a link for it next time.
for now, good night.

16:51

yadda yadda..been busy all week.
and guess what?
i didnt finish more assignments.
damn.
but i finally handed in my ad, after more editing.
did i mention i hate essgra?
i can never never be a good artist~!

okay, i knew that anyway.

i met huijing on thurs for lunch..like, finally.
her life's so draamaatiic, yet so smooth (well, almost) that she reminds me of the best friends in those chick lit stories.
you know, the main character's best pal who has everything going for them - from the Shopaholic series to the recent good book i read Be careful what you wish for.
kinda sad.
but then, the main character always has good endings right?
it's just that im still at once upon a time.
yeah.

essgra tutorial was funny today.
i was, for whatever reason, standing at my seat. so stupid nicholas took my chair away and stack it on maryanne's.
like dumb, cause i could both see it and hear it. retard. haha. i made him put it back of course.
but.. what if i fell?
he said he'll catch me.
maryanne justed laughed at him and went, nice pick-up line. he went red! well, a little.
funny!
he's always so confident.
hahaha.
see, never do silly childish things! tsk tsk!

i worked yesterday.. from 2 til closing!!
tiring. now, at least.
they all wanted to 'send' me to work..haha. so manda, nicole, nuts, cass, clara, bran and alvin went to cbtl to eat.
and i charged them for the food!
hahaha.
oh well. i had to, right?
but jq later told me to not charge them next time.
oops! (=
i gave ms hoo and meiyi a drink though!
im nice.

i was only supposed to work until 11..but jq asked me to finish the shift cause he didnt want taufik to come.
i dont blame him - taufik couldnt come but he didnt inform anyone. silly huh? jq got so pissed that he scolded taufik, who came in later to return his uniform aka quit.
another stupid thing..all pay will be voided!
so his hours in june became free labour.
tsk tsk.
hence, it was just jq and us 3girls til closing.
and the slam was crraazy~!
gourmet orders kept coming in, blended orders were jammed and the cashier rang non-stop.
i handled all the gourmet and cleared the jam okay?
tiring~
my back ached so much..and i still had to clean the counters. ugh.
cass is right, its not worth it.
but then..jq let us take anything we want from the store.
(=
and yz dropped by to 'see' me. asked me to work for him, really.
well, he can keep dreaming.
i want my weekends!

still, he offered dinner - supper, more like!- and a ride home.
i told him straight in the face, no.
hahahaha.
oh yeah..and i told jq his hair look awful.
hahhaahahhahaha.
so mean!
he threw a cloth at me.
idiot. face it, it looks weird on you.

poor guys.

okay back into sat.
piano today sucked.
or, my results sucked.
ugh!!!!!
terrible actually.
so thou promise..thou will practice an hour daily.
and mote it be.
hahaha.
shakespeare meets wicca.

anyway, i must do my journals now..
ciao!

04:02

supposed to have blogged last night..
but mom threw a tantrum.
there you go,
the terrors of motherhood.
anyway,
purely out of spite
i got up early to blog.
but i kinda regret it now.
-yawns-
im having breakfast,
while typing this,
and scanning my testimontials
in the heat.
can you believe it?
my mom took my fan!
@?!#%


at least,
waking early lets me talk to jingwen
whose school is starting like, now?
ha!
mine starts at nine!
(=
we poor (as in literally broke) souls are meeting at mac to talk.
oh oh oh.
that sounds like someone..!
eww.
okay, we're desperate.


i finished one piece of work yesterday.
essgra.
you know, the mentos ad i mention?
(for some reason, i always pronouned it as mentons, so they all laugh at me. laugh, go ahead! grr.)
anyway, after a long grueling 5hour session in lab2, coupled with some camwhoring sessions and some hair-pulling sessions..im done!
woohoo~
let me show you me grand masterpiece..
and a few shots alvin helped me take.
..
..
TA-DA!
(takes so long to upload pictues..)


damn, the final work cant be loaded.
ugh.
it's okay.
i'll take it as a sign from above...
that you're not meant to see it.
haha!
i'll just show you the initials.
pretty good too!

okay..enough for you. count yourself lucky! (=
tonight..im gonna tackle journal 2!

horrors.

22:15

i swear, today is a day of discovery.
good and bad.
let me start.

neil humphrey.
writes the best articles!
serious.
just read his latest in this weekend's today paper.
hilarious!
'frail old ladies who totter down the aisle' in Singapore whacking the bus seats like nobody's business. try doing that in Australia, neil!

then.
be careful what you wish for
by alexandra potter.
i love it.
tongue-in-cheek,
sweet,
romantic!
i want the lucky heather!
then i can wish for choc and cakes to be calories-free, lots of free movie tickets, tons of books at heavily discounted price, a long-lost brother, a new bedroom set...
and one cute eligible guy please?

last one.
i cant paint my nails for nuts.
the plan was, im gonna do my own nails instead of paying some overpriced amount just to get pretty colour on my nails.
the end result was smudges of colour on my poor nails and a unsuccessful wash with -can you believe it?- water! my entire toe was 'bronzed pink'! while others use polish remover for their nails, i applied it to my entire toe!
that should teach me a lesson..
im so going for that overpriced manicurists!

see?
inside im a total lit-whore..
not a girly girl!

12:46

okay.
i just read lianghao's blog today..
because i was very very busy.
what with work, school, assignments...you get the idea.
his blog entries..is supremely retard. (=
and the fact that he spoke to that freaky gay so much just shows how much he needs to get out.
socialize can?
did he just imagine that part or what?

oh wait..he swam?
did he miscounted the laps he did or what?
i bet he did.
or did he take hours to finish his 12 laps, with plenty of breaks?

and please, lianghao.
maybe you still didnt know but people do know that i have a blog.
anyway, a blog is for you to type what you want to,
not to publicise your life.
so honey, it doesnt have to be known by every single friend.

besides, i dont go around asking people to visit my blog.
do you do that?
oh jeez.

and..mr kind?
i think i was kinder for being concerned.

14:34

ms ann is sick.. so there's no piano!
to think i practised.
actually..barely.
haha.
i've only been slacking all morn!
eat, read, go online, eat somemore, listen to the radio..
yadda yadda.

i was doing my essgra yesterday..
i was finishing it..
then i saved it..
a..n..d...
it's gone.

like, freak!
ahhhh~
so im redoing..
for the umpteen time.
ugh!!

i hate essgra and gdf!

oh oh!
i've got a B in my marketing journals.
ha!
not bad can.
(=

and you know what?
after a term of being cca-less, im gonna join visual central!
take photos!
snap snap snap!

okay, what else?
oooh yeah!
i met andy in cheers yesterday.
what was i doing there? save money!
and he patted my head.
do i look like a kid?
huh?
huh?
how dare anyone..
hmpf!

13:57