jojo ♥

Sunday, July 16

i swear, whenever i get angry, those vulgarities spew out fastr than a roller choke out tar.just this morn, i regained my crude vocabulary of my secondary two days.

im going to bring my gran out today. she's rather old -not aged- and is practically staring at the ceiling at home. well, almost. so i thought i'll take her out. then addmath popped up. i thought, alright, i shall do both, and rush ard a little.

as usual, i wore slippers to school armed with my trusty plaster. the security guard didnt let me in!! maybe im the one at fault but, i normally do get in. but jus because there's this great stupid event, i cant enter. he even asked me to remove my plaster! i mean, what if im really injuired? do you ask injuried ppl t remove their plasters? honestly!

okay, i guess i sound really stupid but it's maddening. so. i shall not go to sat lessons anymore. call me wlful, call me stubborn. even call me dumb. but i dont care i absolutely refuse to wear shoes unless it's compulsory to go to sch that day.

12:43

Friday, July 7

he said he wants me to think again. okay, fine. i was quite happy actually. for like.. a day?

ugh. i wished i never agree to think again. how can i be so dumb? im not liking it. everyone's tongues cant stop wagging. they blah on and on and keep a 'safe' distance away from us. it's like.. hello? there's nothing now? i shudder to think what wouldhappen if anything happened. if.

so i started mising clar. he's like so much better?! i talked to him yesterday, online. it was great!until. he showed me jasmin' pic. it's actually nothing much. it's not like i had a feud with her or anything. on the other hand, i get along okay withher. but. seeing her pic in his possession is like.. she's his, tha kind of thing? then i got reminded of him dumping me for jasmin. and all the things. his being unreasonable. being demanding. being too arrogant. ugh. so. now what? i dont want them both! i suppose i sound as though i have queues waiting. i dont want to pick either of them.

11:48

Tuesday, July 4

i never thought i'll regret it so much.

12:51

Sunday, July 2

screw her. she wants to be like that then fine. what's the big deal?

what did i do wrong? so i stayed out late. im fifteen going sixteen and as far as im cncerned, i think it's a reasonable age to be out with friends.

if i sms or use the com, it's fine when she dont want to use it amd is in a good mood. should the conditions not work out, i get a made

12:52