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Monday, April 20

I have always wondered how the “Absence makes the heart fonder” theory works. Apparently, when you don’t see someone, you’ll think of him night and day, at every waking hour. (I might have exaggerated, but, it’s all the same difference. See, it’s perception!)

But surely, if you don’t meet somebody long enough, you won’t think of him!

Or does the theory works, because you would inadvertently forget all his flaws and how he looks? And then proceed to imagine him to be a handsome rouge, with the most charming smile?

That I’d have agreed – the forget-his-flaws part anyway.

Seeing that I have never really believed in that theory, it’s strange that I would miss Michael so much more now when he is in Taiwan shooting trees and nature of the like. It’s like he’s not… available somehow.

Though I still text him, it’s not the same. His leaving – however temporarily – made me feel independent, even as if I’m not attached. It’s nice to feel like that, once in a while. =D

I was beginning to wonder – half in fear! – if I am turning into a hopeless romantic like some I know (Results: Negative) or become so dependent that I can’t stand myself (again, not me). I would hate to be either.

Ironically, we had – in my mind – grew closer after his trip down under to Australia.(:
That’s a cheery thought for what’s to come, right?

So while he have fun and suffer in turns in Taiwan – where I soooo want to shop! - , I shall be ‘single’ for a while (: In this sweltering heat.

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