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Thursday, July 24

I feel... like a total bitch.

While I don't think HsihIng really did do much for the project, he still don't deserved to be tell-tales on. I mean, it's bad enough that his apprasial is at an all-time low... But he still had to stay back to get reprimanded! Plus, I bet he won't be getting grades any higher than C.

On top of that, there were still snide remarks made over his inability to present and his lack of formal attire.

Look, he is an Engineering student. He doesn't need to get business suits. Even Mr Ng told him to dress as best as he can, and not to waste cash buying one. If you guys did talk to HsihIng, you would have known. But of course you didn't. I mean, whatever for right.

And I don't blame his inability to speak during the presentation. He totally don't have any slides left! It was just a blank black page on the screen. Imagine having to conclude a presentation you have seen for the first time. And, having your supposed portion cut off. What would you do?

You know he's not very fluent in English too.

Anyway, that aside. He did do his work. He did the Controlling part, abide huge mistakes which is not forgiven. But, he did do his presentation slides. But you had to snort at it and blame him on the differences in the template used. Like, c'mon. How would he know which template we were using?

Of course when I bring up that point, I was 'covering up' for him. Hello!

BOO.

We all know that he wasn't exactly into the project, and didn't do much at all. For that, he definitely deserved his low appraisals. But to tell-tales and sneer at him, jeez.

No wonder the rest of the frigging school think of CMM so badly. What's the point in being creme la de creme if you can't be fair?

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What a day.

Assignments, presentation and people.
It's so tiring sometimes,
yet, it's so boring without them.

It's kind of like
love 'em hate 'em.
What can I do?(:

My friends in CMM,
they are actually all very nice people.
Okay, nice is a vague word.
Great people.

But sometimes, I think,
we get so used to the demands that our lecturers put on us
that we start expecting the same from everyone.

That's not fair.

Oh crap, please tell me if I ever ever do that.

I have days when I don't like CMM.
The two-side faces,
the picking up and dropping of 'friends',
the pretense...
It's such hard work,
and so stupid.

But then again,
I think of the great people and I don't feel so bad.

I guess, every course had its black sheep in that sense.
Except that CMM has a whole lot more.

Ah. I'm rambling.
But I think there's definitely some rights in all that I ranted.

You think?

16:42