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Saturday, October 20

im really too tired to blog properly.
the minute i got home,
i just wanted to bathe and sleep.

only the nigging notion of piano makes me feel guilty.
i need to practise more!
note to self,
i must practise with more regularity.
there.
all better.

now, sleep.
i wonder how i became such a fan of that.
i sleep like..the usual 8s and 9s;
but i still feel tired and lethargic.
like now.
what am i gonna do when school starts?

ANYWAY.
im finally going to reply to all that nonsense:
whatever those guys said about me,
i dont really care.
it doesnt bug me much.

their not-so-nice words just goes to show how small and petty they are.
like, calling me 'bitch' [kwajunming]
and 'playing hard to get' [jeremylim].
sorry dudes.
i happen to not like bitchy guys.
or guys who harp on stuff that happened a year back.

worse, these coming from people who dont really know me.
we never excatly spoke for the past year
(again because junming 'hates' me over the same issue),
and could hardly, least of all, pass as real friends.

so.
im curious.
given all that,
how did you deduce if im a bitch,
or if it's my policy to play hard to get?

but whatever.

if you happen to see this.
or any other blog entries,
and still want to bitch,
by all means.
go ahead.
i hope you have fun doing so.
while the rest of us celebrate our real lives.

oh right.
do tell me if you need me to explain anything here in simpler english.
but i think even you should have no problems.
well, i hope.

the really important thing,
most important too,
from all this,
is that i know i have really great friends.
friends who jumped in the boat with me.

liang was indignant for me,
and posted several rebukes on the whole childish issue.
(now look who called who immature?)
defending me.
in his not-so-nice way;
"tickles me for you guys to say she's playing hard to get...COME ON"
ha,thanks huh.(:
anyway, go read his red entries.
under affiliates.
eehong was disgusted by the ungentlemanly behavior,
saying that they lack grace.
THANKS GUYS.

huijing just thought that liang was real nice.
hmpf.
my mom?
she always thought junming was this nice gentleman..ha,right.
now, she thinks the world of liang.
aww..im touched huh.
my bestie and mom praise him,
instead of standing by me
real nice.

but,
i know you all love me.(:
so thank you all.

11:53