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Wednesday, October 24

i had such a lousy day.
like, in the pits kind of lousy.

one1. no one's in my french class.
i cant believe this.
there's so many people i know doing french,
and none are in my class.
not nic. not manda. not nuts. not nat (when he applied). not eugene.
not huijing.
so.
i asked mr selvan if i can switch to huijing's class,
since we're both (sobs) alone in our respective classes.
afterall, my french lecture is 5 whole hours after my last class.
(initially.
i now have an extra tutorial slipped in between.
so hoorays..cause it's a 2 hours wait?)
but no.
we must adhere to our schedules.
i do realize the need to be fair..
but cant they see mine is an extreme case?
apparently not.

i bet this is all some crooked idea to try to get us to socialise across schools and courses.
HMPF.

two2. i applied for public speaking class.
i got it.BUT.
it clashes with my work.
like, majorly!
majorly here means i cant work, PERIOD.
so now, i feel forced to go to lessons.
and guess what?
im not in cass's or clara's class.
instead, im in some class that is short of students.
sucks.

three3. i will be very late to manda's birthday celebration!
because my class ends latest;
at 7 in the frigging pm.
but then,
i wont skip cause it's my darling french lecture.
virgin french lecture.
haha.

four4. no camp for me!
i cant go for camp..
because it clashes with my malaysia jaunt.
sighs.
everything clashes..
busy girl(:

it's impossible to cancel the trip.
or even postponed.
cause, tickets are bought, gran's going and im looking forward to it.
sure, days of cheapo shopping,
and nights of old arcade and maggie mee;
i love it all.
family tradition.
(:

five5. read this:jeremy's blog
which is written by khaiyew.
haha,weird eh.
mrleekhaiyew's blogging on mrjeremylim's blog.
why doesnt he get a blog of his own?
or if he has, why is it so secretive?
but whatever.
i wouldnt want to read it anyway.
but,
do read mrleekhaiyew's post on mrjeremylim's blog.
(hahaha..weird weird weird!)
it's funny.

first,
i dont need an apology.
not from you.
so dont worry.

and since when do i always say you're harping on long-past issues?
dont put words in my mouth.
please.

next, my friend has a name.
and you know it.
it's lianghao.
or jallen, eric, whichever you prefer.
it's certainly not gay, or simply 'my friend'.
so please be polite and use his given name(s).

'did i mislead any facts? if so do corret me.'
jeez. those two sentences worries me.
your english is atrocious.
didnt GP teach you anything?

but moving on,
if i were to correct you,
you would have nothing to argue about.
because apparently,
you are pissed that i seem to demand VIP treatment.
but,
i did not.
i said that to jingwen in jest.
and i was seriously considering it.
but i had to consult the others, since we already made plans.
so your line 'you actually can make it but you reply us cannot'
is unfortuantely false.
where did you get that from?
was it miscommunications or was it because you couldnt read my tone?
because if you cant, it's kind of sad.

anyway,
even if you read wrongly,
there's something called the benefit of the doubt.
which, FYI, means thinking positively about what you're not sure of;
since you do not really know the situation.
that's only fair.
and it's common practice everywhere.
well, except from where you come from maybe.

and i did mean it,
the last time when i replied mrkwajunming that i'd go to the next bbq.
but i would also have to be available on that day, wouldnt i?
it's not like i can drop everything to be at your bbq.
make any sense?

right..
i really object to you saying that we are a great match.
our characters are too different,
we probably wont understand each other.
yeah..language-wise too.
i dont deny i suck in chinese.
though my chinese is still grammatically correct...

what else?
oh right.
i dont see why i am to blame for this whole mess.
like i've shown,
this is probably just a case of miscommunication-
blown up by teenage anger and not-so-nice words.
why do we even need this?

it's not fair to everyone involved.
though their lives probably got interesting these days..

lets's just draw the line here.
stop.
period.
okay?

keep the um..nice memories and get on.
yep.
so.BYE.

PS if you really really really feel shortchanged or pissed, too bad.
cause im not taking part in these crap anymore.
move on dudes!
or have fun arguing one-sidedly.
im sure it's entertaining.
and brotherhood-bonding.
(:
ciao!
(ehs. FYI, that means bye.)

14:50