why did i even bother saying sorry?
i should have known it wouldnt have worked.
i knew i was partially wrong - i should have called back to tell her i'd be late.
but!
i was pissed cause she didnt keep her promise. she promised to let the guys come over to atch movies and she backed out, just because she didnt feel like it. the guys wouldnt have come over anyway..but that's beside the point!
still. i was wrong and im nice enough to apologise.
she only scolded me more! and yes, as usual, she dragged everything in.
why havent i returned the library books?
why did i borrowed stuff from jingwen?
why did i go play pool with the guys?
why did i not throw away my flowers?
well genius.
maybe because my book's not due yet and i havent been anywhere near the library?
and cause jingwen is my friend plus im not freaking rich enough to buy some things i just want to try.
besides, pool is a perfectly fine thing to do. not sleazy, just because the last poolhouse i went to serve alcohol. or worse, because your impression is still stuck in the 70s?
AND!
this is my first bouquet of flowers. do you think i would throw it? it's not even a week!
jeez.
like, so whatever.
oh. and guess what? im not supposed to go out with jingwen, liang, eehong, shing..
note, she didnt say huijing.
you can guess why.
anyway,
that would mean im more suddenly more busy with work.
end of story.
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she was more..normal on the other two days.
on my birthday itself, we went to orchard.
MOS burger for lunch.
[imagine. birthday meal at mos?
jeez.
yes i do expect a lot.
so?
sue me.
mos just dont cut it!]
and then we shopped. im only allowed to buy an item for my birthday. but after i threatened to pay myself, she forked out cash for my bangles.(= still..i only got a new shirt from her.
ahyi bought me better - a red bag from stella stella. granted, it's from her and all my dear cousins. i like it! the guys -nat, liang and eehong- have no taste.(=
my new red bag!

she also treated me to the coffee club.
finally! after the two years ago promise. now, that's better. at least. (=
thankyou.oh!
and i want to thank these people..
in this order.
bran.nicholas.ahmad.clarence.caile.kim
(please tell me who you are!).sheena.lianghao.nat.ahyi.david.wenlin.yvonne.kipmun.
and.
jingwen.sonam.jeanie.jeff.alvin.andy.siva.zulraihan.lance.cedric.
and.
calvin.sherrie.roy.gary.vivian.stella.
cass.clara.nicole.manda.maryanne.iman.ben.jerald.ms tan.mr yong!
BIG thankyou!(=__
yesterday was more fun.
well, kind of.
we went to sentosa! though the five of us girls took the train while the lucky rest were driven there.
next time, we should just rent a damn van!
palawan beach. pretty pretty!
us five 'poor things
' who werent driven there - among us three birthday girls!
stella, sherrie, sheena,
vivian and me.

it rained at first
and there were lighting signals..jeez but otherwise, we had fun playing ball!
monkey, then a in-the-water-version
whereby i won because i couldnt 'save' calvin's ball..vivian jumped on me in the water! cheat! ha. , volleyball and best of all..beach soccer! we stole four chairs from a nearby function to act as goalposts. the genius calvin couldnt even properly gauge the width of the goalposts! use your feet to measure dear! ha.
our playing was really dirty. we grab each other so our group can score...and all of us are tackling freely! all just to snatch the ball. ha. best, cal lied in the goalpost to block the ball! when we played captain's ball, he put his ass in our goal: the chair!
the adults couldnt stop laughing.
worse -but fun(= - was when calvin threw fistfuls of damp sand isnt that mud? eew! on my back. FIGHT! i chased him, aiming terribly with my lousy 'sand balls'. my best..guerilla-like war tactic: i crept up behind him and plastered his neck! ha. wait..i got his face once! the wimp surrendered to the toilet! ha. i win!(=
i love sentosa!

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and happy happy..i made it to council.
which meeting i attended today.
it felt weird., the only people i even talk to is nat, sonam, jerald and david. the rest are..well, mia. and there's a chalet coming. for the first time, im not all psyched up!
i met the guys late today.
[huijing said she's sick.and shing is just..shing. ugh. i give up..rest my case.]we had dinner at downtown bk..
all for someone. ugh.and played pool!
lady luck smiled on liang instead.
hmpf.
shouldnt she side me? im a girl after all.
maybe she's a he.
ha!
and the guy(s) were nice..
they sent me home.
aww..so sweet!(=
haha.
that ass rather send a guy he knows for three months odd home,
then me, a girl he've known for 3 years.
this year's fourth! plus, he even contemplated moving out to stay with me and eehong. if we could.i mean first. the time difference. 3 years vs 3 months.
second. im a girl!
what a world...
damn.
i should have act all needy and 'im-so-scared-of-the-dark'.
haha.
but..
yuck.
oh yeah..almost forget.
pictures(=
in the toilet as usual..!
it had been re-decorated..
honestly..it looked disgusting! ha.
very elementary.
i can guess why..
mrs neo's reowned shoestring budget.
one more..
this time with cass,
who have no intention to see the teachers!
she just went back for her Os cert.
karma: she forgot and left her cert with me!
i miss andric!
and guitar!
and uncle lim..
stupid new teacher wants him gone.
ass.
what does she knows?
she's not even the teacher-in-charge permanently!
freak freak!
ps. i like this picture. (=
i caught this guy playing the piano.
as usual.
what changes?
and clarence still cant smile.
tsk.
i managed to catch gen as she rushes past.
she hugged me..whipped cream and all!
the ?!@#* girl.
unfortunately,
she happens to be my favourite junior.
shing!
camwhoring..
at the bubble tea shop
while waiting for eehong.
waiting for lunchtime.
with shing and the guys, only buffets do.
huijing's idea.
how can i fit my face
behind her gigiantic-but-still-too-small hoops?!
ahmad.
silly me thought he should be in uni or something!
haha.
isnt his shoe nice?
eehong's.
look!
from girl-next-door..
to geek-next-door!
isnt this teddy adorable?
aww...
i hug him..
and he hug small teddy!
guess whose idea this is?
tsk!

ha!
that's all!
bye.

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