ohnohnohnohnohno..!!

my test didnt go well..
at all.
my sight reading was atrocious at best;
the third line of a1 was omg;
b2 wasnt smooth and sad enough;
and i messed up c3's rhythm!

talked about s c r e w e d .

ms ann will have lots to say to me about practicing.
*dreads

plus, the examiner spoke in this british accent..
that keeps reminding me of harry potter.
i cant help noticing the pronounciation differences.
feels like she just stepped out of the silver screen!
okay, exaggerated but you get what i mean.
so i couldnt concentrate properly!
stupid reason huh!
jeez.

anyway, a female invigilator is supposed to be more unforgiving.
i can totally see my marks waving bye to me.
again, my vivid imagination but you know.
ugh!

the scene was embarrassing anyway.
the others taking exams are really young.
like, primary school kind-of young.
i could pass off as their teacher - in terms of age.

skills-wise, they could probably give me pointers.
this little kid was holding a grade5 book.
i was too shamed to take out my book.
still at a very sad grade2.

of which, i'd really like to blame the fact that i didnt start learning at age4 or something.

right now, im seriously worried.
and i feel guilty.
i should've practiced more!
now i dont want to get my results!
isnt that typical?

not to mention cliche.

ooh!
interesting news:
liang and shing are going to cbtl to work!
(=
they'll be my 'juniors'.
haha.
guess who will be doing the dirty work?

danny will be happy.
and i wont have to forced to work extra..
or work with..weirdos for that matter!
about time.

ha.

show you some pics!