looking through everything...
i found that I MISS HIM.
i dont want to but i do.
major ugh!
DAMNED right?

im disgusted. (no, im not that emo to hate myself.)

but..
what if we were still talking to each other?
would it be different?

what-ifs.

14:35

CAM-WHORE~~

class's full of them! we spent the rest of tutorial pushing our faces to the mac cam! haha. show you once i get them from manda.

love 'em!

(=

12:25

it's AM again. why do i always stay up so late?

i had such a long day today! and it didnt started well. i started scowling and having this really 'black' face. god bless those who riled me today!

anyway, gdf was cut short and i went to meet the gang. instant smile!(=

i so love you guys.

we squeezed in delifrance and had the wonderful dessert! fondue and creme bulee (is that right?)..HEAVEN! the crepes tasted funny though.

and silly it may be but we took neoprints! tons of it. so it kinda became a frenzy. haha. we took so many! this ----------> is only a third of it.

(=

jing, liang, hong, hongyu and moi.

unexpected?

haha.

i took lots of pictures in class today too! show ya show ya!

all my darlings are here!

except jingwen.

16:55

by the way ppl..

do you like the small changes i made?

THE FONT'S ALL DIFF!
and i edited bits here and there.

(=

10:20

today was daniel kor's bday..
and my niece huimin's first month.

and i didnt know.

talk about embarrassing.

SORRY!

hee.

the celebrations was kinda cool..buffet and all that. the house was swarmed with guests! why dont i have a party like this? hmpf.

plus i saw all my nieces and nephew- mavis, travis, adel and huimin! they make me feel so old. im a aunt at 17! eew.

and all my older cousins are either happily attached or worse, married. DAMN.

cool as it is, i got bored enough to fall asleep. blame it on the big age gap.. the oldest is married with a 5 year old..while the youngest has only recently stop sucking his thumb.

yes, jon is younger than his niece.

thank god im not that young.

(=

another happy thing..we 'finish' our project! even if it means a mere 5 hours sleep. YAYS! one more step closer to finishing EVERYTHING. haha.

and holidays are coming! i cant stop planning! hee.

HOO JINGWEN! i wanna go teo heng!

and i wanna go shopping. hear that you guys? i need personal shoppers. ha.

MISS YOU ALL...
ciao.

09:44

nicole's now sad that he didnt reply.

JEEZ!!

05:58

IM IN ESS GRA NOW!

sitting in between two crazy girls.

manda. who beamed cause she's going to town.

nicole. shrieked cause lakin sms-ed her.

jeez.

girls pls.

(=

05:45

my blog look so plain!

hmpf. whatever. i love my stars!(=

...

i feel so proud! i finished ALL my work!! (= damn damn happy!

that is, save for projects... but that's group work so technically, im done. haha.

unlike someone.

silly bran refuse to do his journals until today itself! tsk tsk. see what happen when you slack SO MUCH. he only 'finished' his journals 10 mins before due time [it didnt meet the word limit!] and his logo only a day before [and it' not printed yet]. and guess what he's doing now -and has been since like forever- ? playing games!

TSK.

at least im not that slack.

i rock!

14:39

finish editing my blog..!
better?
i changed the font!!(=
added aileen..
and tweak here and there..

LOOKS GOOD RIGHT?

(=

03:27

i found food!

CLODHOPPERS. best food on earth!

im in love~

19:06

CCN day is fun! serious.

manda, bran and i did some major food-shopping. there was so much to choose from! we couldnt resist so we had fried ice cream, choco cupcake, jelly, cheesecake, mixed soda (i had mango and strawberry..bran mixed all 8 flavours!), dark choc blah blah.. all in the name of charity(=

i also had a henna done on my hand..plus we went to the haunted house! it was super NOT scary but oh well... i have a cute balloon too! red heart. and a pencil from geraldine..which i left in bran's bag~! damn.

it was pretty cool and i saw stuff i wanted to buy..but im broke. the notebooks and scarfs were really cool! what a pity.

and bran refused to buy us flowers. i want!!

i think i'll have to come back to school tml..seeing that i havent completed my work. plus, the stupid com messed up my logo, so i've got to redo. wonder what's the problem.. jeez. so much work! and my journals are so not coming along. writer's block?

haha.

i miss the guys alrdy! and i wanna hang out with jing. damn her and her bf. hmpf!

im seeing jingwen next week(= finally..

yadda yadda.

ciao ppl.

in search of food..

18:22

oh oh!!

im so hyper today!! god knows why. when i saw weirong, i just yelled at him and waved like crazy. he simply stared. haha. FUN FUN(=

crazy nicholas wrote 3000 words for his journals. talk about lengthy! it's longer than my well, longest blog entry! and it's all about mkg. jeez. i had trouble writing 500 words okay..

i went to the gym today!! (= feel so happy with myself...seeing that i promised myself to go since like..sch started? haha. going again...soon. hee.

im meeting jingwen next friday to collect the goddamn cert. finally seeing her! (= been so long.. then we're having dinner.

blah blah...

im going off..more journals! ugh.

ciao.

12:20

im so sleepy!

but my hair's still wet despite being shorter.. yes, i've cut my hair! and it looks weird. kinda... over-layered at the end?

eee!!

i saw iman (the malay one) at storm too. narcisstic indeed! haha.

and guess what people? im nowhere nearer to finishing my project! (= how expected right? god god god! i feel panicky. haha. but not enough to meet me forgo sleep. tml. there's always tml. (=

im becoming poor! after 50bucks for mother's day, i've only a handful of notes left. worse, im becoming sick too! really need my sleep.

goodnight!

p.s. i feel really bad not organising the movie marathon..sorry ebay!

00:32

it's so weird. just a minute ago, we were chatting about everything and anything and now, we barely talk. what the hell is wrong with us?

the worse part, we seem to pretend nothing is wrong.

at least, it feels that way.

i miss talking and simply hanging out! it's been like... a week? ugh.

these days, im getting kind of irritable. that new teacher pisses me off; mom's nagging gets on my nerves more so than usual; those bunch of AA girls' shrill-enough-to-shatter-glass shrieking earned themselves a glare... horrors! i just became ms resident fierce.

and i absolutely hate talking t the whiny shrill yucky people right now.

in short, everything that i dislike but usually do not let ruin my day, gets me hopping... well, irritable.

like, when this guy talk to me on MSN, i just went: "hey..cant talk now...sorry...see you around...bye" before closing the window.

i've no idea why im like that these days but i get along fine with some of them..which is a major relief. like eehong and lianghao.

(=

must meet the this week!

projects projects are all due soon! i hope we can finish them. the deadline see pretty short..and i havent started.

well...gtg.

sleep, that is.

not to do work.

(=

i miss you!

21:25

today...was a pretty long day. i started out to gram's and then went down to bugis to meet the guys. or rather, guy - eehong. mr workaholic was still, well, working.

and im probably a shopaholic since i spent over a hundred today!(= arguably, a hefty portion was on those ink cartridges but still. the point is, im very poor.

miserably poor actually. i seldom work now so my next pay would be close to peanuts. how am i gonna survive? p.s. im ignoring the fact that dad dished out some money since it's definitely not enough. i mean, im paying for my food, transport, entertainment, shopping... you get the idea.(=

anyway, speaking about money... eehong is a damn rich guy! bastard. actually, the point im trying to make is that he has got a flat we can move into anytime. we dont have t pay rent!(= but how are we gonna pay for everything else? plus, it's far.. in marina - which is a pretty cool place to live in if you ask me. then there's the thing of overprotective parents in my -and huijing's- case which translate this whole thing into mission impossible.

what a waste!

but it's nice to know i have a place to go to if i ever get evicted. haha.

they finally brought me to the dessert place they raved about. i think it's not too bad but not quite as wonderful as they said. maybe it's because.. okay look. i believe in this 'impressions' theory that i have. if i keep hearing about how good it is, i'll naturally have a high regard for it. when i actually try the dessert, it'll more like then not fail to meet my expectations.

right?

okay, nvm.

i finally paint my nails today! so not me right? frankly, it's nail-strengthener. and i dont think too much of the glossy effect my nails now have. it feels s fake..., like plastic! eew. for the record, i only use it because my nails keep breaking.

and guess what? i've got lots to buy! what's new man? haha. eehong's convinced my to-buy list is longer than his essay!

oh! i finally saw the beads i was looking for today! i wanted to buy them but they come in fifties. i only need 2 beads. yes, 2. eventually, the guy decided to give it to me FOC. nice huh? this is customer service that should be seen in sg. i did pay him in the end.

20 cents.(=

god, i didnt see the time! and im meeting huijing at an ungodly 7 in the morn! talk about having eyebags. ugh. ciao guys!

16:05

so late so late again! why am i always online at this time?

today was tiring!! i met huijing for breakfast at 7.. went for lessons.. then went to mediacorp for a -i guess it can be called- an outing. turns out that we were extras in a tv show. we were supposed to play crazy fans for this new show called tab tv. so we acted running into the hotel room, rummaging the starlet's luggage.. poor nicole was asked to sniff at his underwear!

it was ridiculous i suppose... but it's rather funny. and believe it or not, we did bond over the silly things we had to do. there was also a couple of students from china -who are paid!-. they werent very chinese-y which was a major relief for me. in fact, we had dinner with them! i even have their pics.(=

other than that.. the other glaring thing is that i have tons of work to do!! everything's due pretty soon so i'm gonna be even more busy! jeez.

oh yeah.. alvin's taking it pretty seriously. bran and i wanted to learn photography from him...so he went ahead to type notes for us! it kinda resembles an encyclopedia. ha ha. i think it's because of the tone. i feel like a kid reading it!

i'm not working this sat!!(= but i think im going for the job mr james chen gave.. hopefully i can actually get he mothers' day present! x=

and i felt like i havent seen ayton for ages.. except for melrick today. i doubt i'll be seeing them soon. ugh.

ciao.

16:04

This is so late. Or as my dears will correct me, so early.

Whatever.

Today was pretty normal. J1 at 11 and ess gra at 4. And...we had a lengthy 3h break in which weirong didnt turn up for our lunch date and andy has alrdy had his lunch. Thanks huh.

J1 was quite interesting today... We actually tried our hands at reporting! Okay, it's not entirely real, seeing as our subjects were merely each other... but we just got acquainted so it didnt matter much. I have new groupmates again - Alvin and the other Xinyi, who for the record, has a new name - Nuts.(= Of course, that means another project so darlings out there, i'll be real busy.

Plus, andy and weirong destroyed my gdf work so i have to redo that. Not to mention that i'll be working tml! Im so god-damn packed. Note for anyone who wants to 'book' me, please do so in advance. Ha ha.

And i think i might not be working on next sat but i cant watch spidey3 with you all... yes, projects. (= Anyway, i think i've got a movie treat coming up! Yays!

Now to my beauty sleep... music early tml!! Ciao.

16:15