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Friday, March 9

once again, i find myself miserably penning my entries onto paper rather then blogging them directly into blog. isnt that pathetic? to my dear readers -that is, if there is even one- im sorry i take so long to churn out a damned single entry.

the reason is, as you probably already knew, my com is down. like it was. like it probably will, until i can get a laptop. til then...

oh well.

eehong'll certainly laugh at me: i got a huge pimple on my forehead! ahh!

anyway, i wanted to share.. i did mention that i got 12 points right? and im certain i said i wanted to go to media comm like only a dozen times. haha. oh well... IM IN MEDIA COMM! im like freaking happy. the minute huijing told me the good news -alas, due to my lack of a working computer- i jumped around, shouted, yelled and just laughed myself silly. can you imagine how happy i was? i swirled around and around at home til i almost fell over! guess i really know what it means to be giddy with happiness. haha.

okay. the bad stuff. i was sent to expo recently to work under liz, with ying, awal and siti. which was kinda cool at first. but i never thought ying would be so unfair to me. yeah sure. i knew she got along especially well with awal and siti but that doesnt mean she can be so unfair. it's like, she'll yell at me or delegate me the worse stuff. i mean, if she doesnt like me, so be it. why be unfair? ugh!

i got freaking pissed at her. so for the whole 3 days i worked there, i just shut up and did whatever i have to. it's not like i have a choice. i used to knew someone who'd probably be mad at me for working, much less hold one like that. well, i guess i just dont want to give up. why should the workload scare me off? i can handle it.

do i sound silly or mature? ha. either way, if i quit the job, it'll be because i chose to, not because i cant handle the things she make me do or because i cant stand her. there.

tml, they're having a farewell for haj. he's nice. and the only person i know - so far!- who would feign ill to skip training... for the sole sake of watching soccer!! if i recalled, i think it was the Singapore Lions against the Thailand team. haha. he's a really cool person. and he's going to NS!seems so terribly old doesnt he?

another thing im happy about... huijing is going to tp too! she's taking accounting, so technically we are in the same school. i really so love her!

the others... jingwen is going to SAJC. poor eehong didnt make it but he's now enrolled in TPJC. so's lianghao! if his appeal is a success. kipmun and hongyu are at SP and... khaiyew and jeremy are at NYJC. and alan is appealing to TP!

kinda dashed my dreams that we are all separating... really sad huh. i wonder who will go to TP's media comm. maria? weiming? shiffa? hopefully some dunmanites, so at least there's someone to relive 'old days' with. ha.

anyway, huijing and i will probably take some similar subjects or something. and eehong, lianghao and us two will definitely meet up! cliche as it be.. friends forever!

what an old cliche to use.

oh oh! im having my music test, theory on sat! in stupid tiong bahru. wish me luck on my 100% distiinction! since it's merely grade 2. and mock me. i started late, that's all. hmpff.

im celebrating my official status as 'media comm student' tml at tm. only seem right to go there. it'll be sushi!! my fave- genki! (=

oh, there's something i forgot to mention: awal. he is no good innocent person. okay, that is too strong but really. he is an irritating (why do seemingly nice-to-a-fault guys always turn out irritating when their flaws are unearthed?), selfish, attention-seeking and emotional liar. im sorry but those traits are less than desirable. you just dont ask people out when you are attached and you dont act distressed if you enjoy hearing rumors about yourself. you dont try to make yourself seem pitiful then turn around and play it cool. worse, you should not act dense when i know you are not that retarded. okay? please.

what an idiot.

and i thought he was cute! i must have been blind. note to self. go for ugly guys. haha.

haha. im fine. if you were even worried. just mildly annoyed whenever he sms me. and another thing you can stop worrying about... im only keeping one job now. thanks eehong. (=

i just bought a new album. it's really cool. a girl meets bossa nova 2! it's catchy, meaningful, beautiful. i absolutely love it! fade away is nice... and it makes sense. and make it mutual is currently the 'tune-stuck-in-my-head'. love it!

note to self. make time to properly thank mrs vijay and mdm erlis. they rock!

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