jojo ♥

Sunday, December 10

huijing just told me that clarence only treated me as a sis. which means he wasnt even serious.

worse, this may very well be just another lie.

i dont get it. if he's truthful now, why not tell me the other time? this had to be better than to think that he cheated right? we could have still stayed friends. if he's lying now, that's worse. why he is still making excuses up til now?

the more i think about it, the madder i get. the nerve he has! damn him.

i really hate it that he still gets to him and hurt me. it has been god knows how long.

either way, it's bad and i hate him for it.

maybe because i consider him the one and only. so far. but. i wont anymore. maybe it's time that i stop being so nice. way pass time. even though i was hurt and disliked him ever since that day, i'd still stupidly want to see him and such. stupid huh? well, that's stopping. i deserve more dont i?

well, brother, i dont really give a damn if you have this add or not. maybe it's good if you do. i just dont care. all the lies. the trust i had? stupid. i didnt even heed weiming's and soh's warnings. jem's, khaiyew's whoever, who's all smarter than me in this sense i guess.

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