jojo ♥

Tuesday, November 14

it's choc milk!!

okay, obviously im having choc milk. deep chocolate-y rich creamy milk.

and being disturbed by someone. irritating!! it's just stupid crap that he cant seem to stop harping on.. Os! blah and blah and blah.

today was..alright. lit paper.. i think it's simply too short for words. i dont think i have enough quotes and i truly hope the marker can read my scribbled writing. as in, really scribbled to the extent that it's all ups and downs, loopy and just way untidy. you get the idea. oh well.

saw them today.((= dont ask me why im so happy. hahas. they're just well, wonderful i guess? we even comtemplated living together! as soon as we're allowed to that is. alright, just me then. they almost all can, save for lianghao who can anyway as long as he announce he's gay. great.

argh. i feel so restless inside. beats me how that happens but yeah. i just wanna scream, wanna laugh like crazy, simply wanna... ah, i dont know.. feel better inside? how the hell do you do that?

whatever.

you know, anytime you feel uncomfortable, feel that this is way silly or simply mental.. just reach for your mouse and click the little red X up there. yes, and good riddance.

oh oh OH!! i just rmbed! i cant find my little silver X pendant.. it's lost. freak. i want it back...

great, now i feel like r-e-a-l-l-y down there. in hell or wherever's lower. wonderful. yays.

nothing real good fun cant cure but look, it's like in the 'middle' of exams. if only something really nice happens. as in, really really VERY nice.

definitely not stupid conversations.

i just flipped through blogs and somehow landed on hector's. it's been so long since we really talked. which is a shame, since he used to be such a good friend. i feel like i dont even know him anymore..

isnt it weird what liars we all are huh? all of us. 'we'll stay friends. we'll talk.' right. what utter CRAP. dont promise it if you dont intend to stay friends. cause it's just dumb. [and no, this doesnt refer to hector.]

whatever. who really cares.

cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
make me believe that there's nothing in this world i cant be
i never know what you see
but there's something in the way you look at me

[nothing like that happen. it's just nice lyrics.]

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